Monday, September 06, 2010

So I can remember

It has been a heavy week: sorting cleaning and dealing w/ so many memories
old and new
and all the emotions of all ten of us  (the ten children of my Mother).
What a mixed bag because as fun as she was  she was  always in pain
this July
 I think when we   die  we hope that we will be remembered for our efforts and not so much the other things :)I really hope that for myself and i will try to do that for her


Having spent time w/ my siblings I miss them more now as well.

I wish we had not had to do it so quickly but glad for it to be done so quickly too,
 Although i will miss the caring and visiting w/ my Mom
-I would not bring her back to the pain she endured so long
  - and I have that peace the gospel brings that she is peaceful now and that we will meet again

9 comments:

Luna Miranda said...

my sincere condolences. a lovely tribute to your mom.

Lily Hydrangea said...

so sorry for your loss. this must be so painful.You are so kind to think of your Mom's peace.

Jossie said...

My thoughts are with you. You will miss your mum very much. Cherish the good memories.

Greyscale Territory said...

This is a beautiful way to pay tribute to the wonder of your Mum! Lovely!

txmommy said...

I love the pictures of you and all your brothers and sisters.

You are an awesome daughter, what a gift you gave her by being there for her in her last years and days.

Love you!

Meri said...

I am so sorry for your loss. It's always bittersweet going through a loved one's things. It's so telling and there are always things you'd like to ask about, but can't.

nikko said...

(((hugs!)))

How wonderful that you were able to spend so much time with your siblings.

Miss you!

Shey said...

My condolences to you & family. Although we know death is coming, we are never truly prepared for it. But it's also a good thing that you get to spend time with your siblings & remember all the happy days that your mom lived. :)

Barb said...

A lovely family she had! Enjoy the happy memories that she left for you.