Girls camp~ we survived!!
3 hours ago
|One year ago today my life changed because my Mom passed from pain to heaven I am gratefl she is not in pain == I miss her laugh and caring for her - I miss having a Mom ==This year I have had the sensation of :the buck stops here - like I should know more do more be ///Wise??/ now that I am the eldest female in my own family (I do have lots of older sisters) but I found that sensation an odd part of the grief I have been dealing with this past year == I know the rest of my extended family is also grieving facing their own questions and mortality too... as I add ailments in my own life I wonder about mortality how long I will live? how long healthy? and will I burden my children? and what about Becca? what can I do to become more healthy and to be more prepared - I know it all sounds kinda selfish == and I wonder why grief brings about these thoughts instead of just dwelling on the fun memories but I am coping and just miss my mom at times.......|
Yoga 9 classes430 minutes Strength Training
3.5 miles recumbent bike