I started this blog a little less than 2 years ago to keep track of my family... but .... I do not post many of my feelings... because people may actually read this occasionally..... I am reluctant to express insecurities or 'bad days ' I suppose I think if I do you will see that I am .....human!!! and a little neurotic. I know I am in good company but... I so need to be loved that I stress over this..does that classify as more neurotic?
I am happy this AM :) I slept last night!!! woo hoo-- My sleep has been chaotic for the past 2 weeks or month's years etc..and so I am crabby, my skin is blotchy, my eyes and ankles are puffy--but-- I slept last night and now I am beautiful again --If you see me today please help me keep my delusion and not burst my bubble yet:)
I hate that I missed another book club.. there are always difficult choices to make. I love book club but never seem to be able to make the evening one.I know I said I would start back a daytime group in the fall, but I still missed another one
and it was kind of a goodbye to N and we will miss her sweetness when she goes....
I am excited to go to church today since while traveling last week I missed I have only ever missed church less times than I can count on my hands in my lifetime ..I think? I love getting refreshed and renewed it is energizing to my spirit!