Sunday, May 25, 2008

Feeling - human...

I started this blog a little less than 2 years ago to keep track of my family... but .... I do not post many of my feelings... because people may actually read this occasionally..... I am reluctant to express insecurities or 'bad days ' I suppose I think if I do you will see that I am .....human!!! and a little neurotic. I know I am in good company but... I so need to be loved that I stress over this..does that classify as more neurotic?
I am happy this AM :) I slept last night!!! woo hoo-- My sleep has been chaotic for the past 2 weeks or month's years etc..and so I am crabby, my skin is blotchy, my eyes and ankles are puffy--but-- I slept last night and now I am beautiful again --If you see me today please help me keep my delusion and not burst my bubble yet:)
I hate that I missed another book club.. there are always difficult choices to make. I love book club but never seem to be able to make the evening one.I know I said I would start back a daytime group in the fall, but I still missed another one
and it was kind of a goodbye to N and we will miss her sweetness when she goes....

I am excited to go to church today since while traveling last week I missed I have only ever missed church less times than I can count on my hands in my lifetime ..I think? I love getting refreshed and renewed it is energizing to my spirit!

7 comments:

I have a good life said...

You did look radiant today! It must've been the sleep or being back at church...or just being you! You are awesome! :) Love ya.

Damama T said...

HI there. I popped over from Dragondays. Had to see who thinks enough like me to say that Dragonstar's thing was a shoe tree. ;o)

How cool to find another Texan hanging around over there. And another sleep-deprived Texas, to boot! LOL! (wait - was that a dumb Texas pun thing or what!?!?)

Glad you are feeling better today. Hope the sleeping trend continues for you.

http://damama2all.blogspot.com/

Heart of Rachel said...

I'm glad to note the positive spirit in your post. May you always have wonderful days like this.

Jennie said...

i love being human! there are some really great days and some really horrible ones... that is the beauty of it all!

i am so glad you feel good today! that is one of the best things we can experience!

i didn't see you in person... but i saw a little of your soul in this post... and yes, you are beautiful!

Love My Cottage Garden said...

sleep, you lucky dog!! I have not seen much of that i the past couple weeks either and it does make one feel blotchy!! You always look fresh though. We need another girl's day soon....maybe after you are done with all the graduation stuff. I bet Z is so ready. Oh yeah, I need a hair pampering. Is your girl available?

ces said...

yummy sweets! wow new couches! good to know you too had a wonderful weekend...

Playful Professional said...

I tend to keep my personal feelings to myself as well... or at least the bad ones. Just let it all out :)