I am doing ok up and down --I know that it is a normal part of grieving to get teary oft times-- like the Potato chip aisle at Walmart - like-when I just hugged my mom's pillow- smelling a faintly familiar scent - I just did not know that that is who I am --I am a strong woman of great faith who loves the Lord and a woman who gets things done - But I could not send some of my Mothers things to my siblings on my own--- I needed someone there w/ me to tape boxes-- to giggle at the odd task I was doing -
I was a bit paralyzed w/ fear (till he landed safely) - when my husband had to disembark 2 fights for the same place in the same day because of mechanical difficulties
-- It was so hard attending another old dear friends funeral this week
and today I only needed a phone call to distract me so that I locked my keys in my car and had to walk 3 miles home after already exercising..but I am finding out who I am-- I am asking for help --and I will be fine I just didn't know.....Thanks to those who are helping and checking on me
Thursday, September 23, 2010
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
Monday, September 20, 2010
Duck al la orange
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| Duck al la orange toddler style |
| I will really miss this sweet smile |
and his cute mama when they move very soon
I know her mama will miss them even more |
Monday, September 13, 2010
Ft Worth's Stockyards M&J's visit in August
| water tower |
| visitors center |
| y'all come on in |
| for the ...art:) |
| and local color |
| its a fun throwback in time |
| We try to take our visitors to the Ft Worth Stockyards it is just down the road from me |
| and takes you into a cowboy world |
| I try to torture everyone |
| equally-making them |
| try on hats |
| -whether they |
| like it |
| or not |
| we usually have some fun |
| and sometimes get GREAT shots |
| but everyone ends up hearting Texas........ |
| whether for the candy |
| or cuisine |
Tuesday, September 07, 2010
Monday, September 06, 2010
So I can remember
| It has been a heavy week: sorting cleaning and dealing w/ so many memories |
| old and new |
| and all the emotions of all ten of us (the ten children of my Mother). |
| What a mixed bag because as fun as she was she was always in pain |
| this July |
| I think when we die we hope that we will be remembered for our efforts and not so much the other things :)I really hope that for myself and i will try to do that for her |
| Having spent time w/ my siblings I miss them more now as well. |
| I wish we had not had to do it so quickly but glad for it to be done so quickly too, Although i will miss the caring and visiting w/ my Mom -I would not bring her back to the pain she endured so long |
Beautiful and Thoughtful........ my world
Thursday, September 02, 2010
Special Rainbow
We saw A rainbow yesterday that appeared to be shining down on my mom's apartments and we smiled
My Mom passed away last week there are lots of posts I need to do to remember her and this week
My Mom passed away last week there are lots of posts I need to do to remember her and this week
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